Iam who Iam, call me what you want you either hate me or love me. There is no middle ground with me. Its rare to get me to accept anything. Im judgemental, critcal and bitchy. I tell how I feel and if you dont like it tough. I can be moody, over senstive, emotional ranting bitch at a drop of a hat.

Just cause I have wild mood swings does not make me insenstive or uncaring. I will gladly admit if Iam in the wrong and will apologize for it. Once though I made you a friend Im there till the very end. Cross me once I can forgive it and over look it. Do it to me twice then I will set back think on things and watch you more carefully. Hurt me more then twice then I will erase you from my contacts list and forget that you ever existed. Been through enough hurt and heartache to last me a life time the last thing I need or desire is someone to dish it out to me online.

Respect is earned not given.
Trust is earned not given.
My love is not free or even bought.
All I ask for is a good friend to be there for the good and the bad.
Someone to realize that Iam emotional. Underneath the tough exterior
is a senstive woman that absouletly cares 100% about her friends.

Iam a mother, proudly so to one teenage daughter.
I will defend her to the very end. I will only correct any mistakes made when its called for. Im proud to speak my mind, and I encourage my daughter to do the same.

I refuse to be anyones doormat, I refuse to lay down and get beaten.
Iam a fighter, just cause I dont say much at first, it does not mean I over looked it.
I can carry a grudge onto forever, easily lose that grudge if I hear an apology.

Iam who Iam.

You either love me or hate me. One thing is clear Iam the best friend that you could ever have. Dont judge me or assume anything. Ask I may answer your questions. If I dont answer then I have a reason why and dont push it.

"And I knew my vision of the garden of savage beauty had been a true vision. There was meaning in the world, yes, and laws, and inevitability, but they had only to do with the aesthetic and in this Savage Garden, these innocent ones belonged in the vampire's arms. A thousand other things can be said about the world, but only aesthetic principles can be verified, and these things alone remain the same."

Ann Rice

All that we see or seem, Is but a dream within a dream.
-Edgar Allan Poe

"How typical of humans... Your eyes are clouded so you cannot see...... Even though the truth is always within you..."
- Vampire Princess Miyu

"No one holds command over me.
No man. No god. No prince.
What is a claim of age for ones who are immortal?
What is a claim of power for ones who defy death?
Call your damnable hunt.
We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me."
-Gunter Dorn, Das Ungeheuer Darin. Vampire the Masquerade 2nd Edition Book